To vix.         this is a prewriting, a rought draft for what your going to read so it sounds kinda funny, please don't get mad.

I look for the one who is born the way that i showed on the bought 3D animation model and picture i sent on the temporary page, "For you".

I call you Vix because of the identification lable on the image textures used for the 3D model: Trax_Vix_FurDif . Trax is a nickname for the artist, Vix the 3D character name, furdif is the type of image texture being used. Truevision TGA file format.

Thats the photo picture that I took of you when I was with you in my previous life. I cartooned to make it generic and hard to identify. Then you gave this photo 3D animation model and personal artifacts, music, picture other media and other things from childhood and my life to Dean the bean. he then recreates me in a slightly different body and puts my spirit into this body.   I was then shown a movie that uploads to me my previous life when I was young like 3 or 4. He then later showed me a video of their history before I would feel my natural calling to you.  I'know it sounds messed but one thing I know is that the human imagination cannot make up stuff like this. It does take me a moment to gather my thoughts to say them in a way that can be understood without me coming off weird. but I guess your listening when a game player that used the name Grumpycat boots me off the online Call of duty game, causing my game to crash turn off. 


You seem to be within travel distance to me for you anyway. My situation leaves me stuck and unable to find other than this way. It's crude and exposed the way I made contact but its only way I would have gotten your attention.

I take it that getting to me would take some time if or when you decide to come and take me home.


I know it can be pricy to get that type of transport but I do have way of gaining the funds on your side, and not only that but it's mostly free for me.

basicly you study me to figure out whether I'm going win or to lose an online game session win or lose and you bet on the win or loss. lets just put it this way the better you know me the more you win. but I do it for the love and relationship, and the sex, I hope you feel the same cause I'm not that keen on someone who will use me and let me rot. I know your better than that.


so do you want to play game online every now and then. right now I'm into the elder scrolls online and call of duty 1st person shooters. your more likely to find me on a game that is 1st person perspective. I play games like to show me what to do when I win and what not to do when I die. 


The changes from the picture that i have now and the on i took is this. I took the Original photo with a wide angle lens that then the photo was perspectivley corrected. The perspective correction is why the nose and mouth area are longer in the center of the photo.
Hopefully i can find a higher quality version of it.   The 3D model itself is a low poly 3D scan . 

I know I may come off as a loser in my early life but I'm trying something that most or all people on my planet never would have thought possible.

The situation is more complex than normal.

As my mind is filling in the pieces i met someone who brought me back giving me a chance to meet you again.

Like I said a long time ago, I said only you can kill me.

Whenever your around i can hear you saying how exposed I am I am how easy it is to get shot. I can feel and hear you when your around.

but i am a long term survivor or living life the longest i can without being a douche bag.  but I will need a couple years to get myself more proper and trained before I can meet you, the main problem with my location is that the life expectancy with not very long here in comparision to what I would need to get to you because of the enviromental exposure levels.

I do have suspicions that right now your impersonating one of my friends with quick switchover to make sure that I am the one who is true from the fakers.

I'm taking it you have been aware of my presence for some time now, just waiting to confirm it.

Well I go to go help buddy with some shit so I'll come back on this page hopefully by tomorrow night. This guy is unorganized with his moving out and crap its taking over 5 days to do something that take like a couple hours. But if you happen to be in my area and you like to use your sneaky illusion skills to make me confused as to whether I'm with my friend or not go ahead. Though  it will get annoying.

I noticed it's you that's impersonating my friend I think you got him a job in Edmonton a city near by my city I'm ok with it but I feel it's the best not to let it go to long like that. It's very weird having my male friend sorta act like a chick. You gave me the information I needed to sync up my cell phone and computer. I made contact with the number with the sync and I did get a voice or someone tryin to talk to me on the 3rd call but I couldn't make out what it is saying.

But I think that when you sent the texting signals back It may have actually arrived early by about 6 to 12 months ahead of time indicating a form of time travel. apparently some of your scientist friends managed to get back here somehow and put a satellite that boosts the signal and gets to you notably faster
and in a form you can understand.  If you get here quick enough you will arrive a few years before all this happens so you can find me more quickly and to make sure that I'm the one who is sending these messages. You will know your travel speed is going back through time because the messages disappear in reverse order. I think it has some thing to do with acceleration. and you will also come across your favorite rap song, the one that you let me listen to from a small distance me and was on your cell phone. when I am ready for you, and you feel we should me you will play that song at the dance club or bar that we will meet at, you will play a that song you just me here a 2 or 3 days ago song that doesn't exist at this time frame. I'm going to do a record of what the song sounded like. The only I can express it what was being said in txt " fuck fu fu fu fuck fu fu fu fu fuck nigga giva fuck fuck fuc fuck" or something similar to that nature.

One of things you said to me is that I got 7 years from this point in time to get myself into shape that minimally meets to your expectations but your going to haft to keep in mind that is like taking a somewhat motivated farm boy with a no quit attitude when things need to get done who has a understanding of technology who wants joined the army  that methods are different from what your used to working with.  One of the survival skills you taught me is to make the environment adapt to me. Another thing you told me is that I'm trying to drive a highway in the fast lane(s) when I'm going a fraction of the intended speed limit. the highway speed is 80kmh and I'm going 60kmh where you are going 120kmh or more.

whats the plan. I am really being that stupid cause I don't think so. but I am crazy. apparently.

I was allways wonder if my poker play money is worth more than I think. sitting on my ass my seam easy but trying to learn a shit ton of information so I can understand binary code and computers at the moment at least enough to get around. I'm not stupid, I have an idea of what your going through, I just recently been seeing a bigger picture lately. Its a part of my proactive thinking and it takes a moment for me to say it in a way that doesn't sound to fucked up. I only understand it as I experience it.

I took a stab at something I thought up cause I though it can actually happen and I'm hoping it is or I might as well rot to death. But I've seen enough things to believe it true.

When it comes down to it I know I will die anyway. it's how I live my life that I have a choice on. I'm not very happy with the way my life has become. I really disliked my parents diet for a while now makes me feel sick. You need to give me something different the next we meet, a healthy good tasting meal. non of this party stuff my parents eat all the time. it's like they are suicidel or just stupid or something.

Right now I have some things to sell, my friends dad got manufactured shipment of an patented item called cap-c, a pop bottle dispencer that squirts the co2 pop beverage it's something to put on my table. But I will need to redesign it

Ya I do want to contact when It is more better for you that's why I was doing the sync in the 1st place,. so i can contact of you when it's not out of your way.

I need a few moments to think on this, back in 20 minutes

i'll haft to contact you in a bit , buddy is stressing out so I'm going to calm him down for a bit. i'll try to get back on within 24 hours.

I think some of the words on here come off reverse meaning or forward meaning. txt you in a bit.

The game of realzies, I had a game of realzies, without even knowing it it's a betting competition where you put something on the line as a wager. in this case my unopened Oculus Rift DK1 was up for grabs. since I'm still alive it looks like you got a wager to collect on. From what I understand I get two parts to the prize money, one part is the total of points that I got while playing the realizes game and the other amount is the betting amount of the unopened, unused Oculus Rift DK1 HMD (head mounted display) at the time the bet was made. At the time the bet was made it will be worth a lot more than it is today. I happen to have a video tape of the session as well look at players that seem to favor me in their games, they where studying me but I'm not sure if it was for good or for bad, maybe both,  the game the bet was done on was called Call of Duty: Ghosts from the original game made from the developers on my homeland, birthland. it was done about roughly a month ago I think. a little after I have seen the video with dean. The game subgame for call of duty ghosts that the bet was done on was extinction, awakening and it might of been done on other game without my prior knowledge. The friend(s) that you sent that could get here before you could get here is monitoring the situation and will give the information you will need to collect the entire debt, and a lawyer to confim that I own the Oculus Rift DK1 HMD. of course this has been done with utmost secrecy from me. you will also need to take a form I signed for an autism ausberger friendship society of Calgary to access my personal information from the City police, its a security form commonly used for criminal record checks. it should be enough to confirm who I am for the lawyer It's in my house in one of my file organisment drawers probly under my parents computer desk. From what I understand is that they are going to weasel their way out of it bexcuase I had fallen and bled out but due to the fact that they never helped me when clearly they had plenty of opportunity to revive the character, making them traitors in comparision to the game rules for cooperation gameplay, which makes the bet valid again. since I made it to the helicopter alive I won the bet. whoever didn't make it to the helicopter in time dies in real life, takes a bullet to the brain box in my case. If I had lost the only way you could get away without killing me is by shooting my computer as everything would be lost if that happened. But then we would never know each other.

But the wager was even greater horrific than I thought. the only one that can kill me had a gun pointed at my head if I lost.

but now for a little bit of a cheerup it seems that one of our friends that came here before you did has already made contact. goes by the name of Barry Pendergaust he used to do 3D graphic architecture enginering that I have been working and training with, though it will be weird not to mention this to him unless he where say something about this situation 1st an his own accord. I was trying to figure out why I was being studied.

back in 30 minutes

But gambling is not something I want to do with my life I may have already taken a big risk but I don't want to let that get to my head. I don't exactly look to be an military soilder or anything like that, just having the abilities to survive for longer than I normaly would. The only time I'm shooting a gun is if I do need to use it for the purpose it is intended for. I'm not the type to run in like an idiot.

Now I got a sense of what your going through and its clearly worse than what I have gone ever through. But I'm not going to leave that burden on your solders.   You don't want me to have a stupid attitude. you need someone who is stable and will make sure our kids won't become hookers. I care for my kin and your one of them. The chronicles of riddick is a film that you best describes your situation. Your not a criminal, your being followed around by a bunch of douche bags and that's why I seek to protect you.

It's hard to persuaded me. I will allways seek you for as long as I live.

But just to tell you a little bit about myself. I'm basicly just an average guy, I have been playing around with virtual reality setups lately that I can make at home. non of this stuff is comercialy available and I need virtual reality training badly. I've been trying to help out with the development Oculus Rift hmd but my discomfort around people and them knowing me can bring my guard up more than it should. it's limited to people that I cam get comfortable around. I have a bit of a sensitivity to people thoughts, you think I'm joking until you have been around long enough. It's lik my hearing when thing calm down during the night and sounds are louder that when it works the best. I have a early form of telepathy, mind reading. In my case I can read open thoughts sometimes ( thought that you think outloud). My friends thought I was joking but in rare cases I can hear someone and answer the question or add to the conversation with the person not saying a thing. for example my buddy Tryan was speaking to me then stopped moving his mouth during mid sentence but kept taking in his head in which then I continued on with the conversation like he had completed it. This telepathy give me a chance to pick up on what really bothering someone right away even if I'm not looking at them. This telepathy I have is more effective with people I know since I am able to read your frequency more accurately.

I hoping thats enough to leave you with a good night sleep. I'll try to be on within 48 hours but for some reason people keep trying to hang out me more than normal it's really making hard to have a better time to txt you so I'm not pulling you away from what you need to do with your life.  Good night 

Ya I know your father wasn't that impressed at 1st but he decided to see what I was doing and to see if I was worth it. He possed as a neighbore interested in renting the house my friend was moving out of, gauging me to see if I was right for you. I think he was at least a little impressed.

The 1st time you tried to see me was 2 weeks ago on Friday july 4th 2014  roughly 18 hours after I sent the message. You where trying to run through the trees in my front yard but then your family prevented you from seeing me. I'm not that sure think your a bit young for at the moment. Your future time traveling self told me that it would be at least 7 years before we could meet properly for the 1st time.

You become a time traveling law enforcement officer so you need learn your skills. Then you come back in time and are going to meet me when you feel it is right and you also will need do things to help keep my head in the right mentality. 1st thing you need to do is pose as a psychiatrist for one of my psychiatric exams about 3 years ago.  You need to get me on a form of income assistace so I can have the time I need to study and keep myself healthy as the doctor though I was just being lazy but I was suffering from a form of post depression. But you get me on AISH a disabled persons funding program. This will also give you more information on my mentality and how I'm thinking at the moment, but you will need to hypnotise me during the exam. you laos get a second chance at another help program I was working with about over a year ago maybe two. that's when I felt the connection to you the 1st time. You will need to send a message to the past to a associate to come study me before you see me the 1st time so it's not such a shock with how reclused I've become. She poses as my friends girl friend at the time,  last year she was in my house for a couple months studying me and I didn't realize it at the time. my friend and his gf where broke so I let then stay in the house till they could get themselves going again.  By having her being around she also prevent me from doing something that would make you hate me forever. But they broke up before I sent the 1st strange letter with the picture and 3D model of you. I had downloaded the picture beforehand but then I started look at the model a week before I bought it and sent the message. The combo of the picture and 3d model sparked something in me and that's what I was thinking. I felt I have very limited time to send it so I had to do it bluntly and exposed to make sure you got it. I'm not that sure if the whole spirit reborn in a new body thing is true or not but It sure feels that way. I keep getting interaction from your future self and others that where sent here to help keep me surviving. they taking methods of curing me of my limited eye sight. I have cone distrophy meaning my eye are under developed but this is getting cured by changing the way my focal lenses work. This method of changing focal lenses in a certain way that causes the eye lens to slowly adjust to normal so eventually I wont need glasses to see clearly and it also gets rid of the blind spots in the human eye.  They tried this on my sister to make sure it worked.  Your friends that you sent here where waiting for me to act and I got word that the satellites encoding is more harder to almost over a few week period it went from 16 bit to 64 bit and they keep increasing it. I got this info from a drug dealer who was tempted to shoot me because he was becoming paranoid of me being a snitch. Then you set him straight.

I take it you heard me trying to talk to you on my xbox one gaming system when I was playing call of duty: ghosts, extinction mini game on the Mayday level 2 nights ago. You must of got it cause you got on one of my online games using the name You&MeAt7 and brought two your friends along, not only that but I gave you a signal the next day so you could track me down to confirm me. Its the 1st time I met you in a human equivalent suit of you, I was so close that I could poke you with a stick through your car window, your buddies stopped by a few minutes before to make sure I am who I am and that it is safe for you to get close to me. just to let you know I got a hair cut since then so I dont look like someone who is in their 50s or 60s anymore. Then you called me later impersonating a friend of mine after I type on a google search on my cell phone that I was so close I coke you with a stick through your window. I was a bit drunk so I misunderstood what you where saying, now I think you where talking about how hard I was to find making some thinking that someone else was me but I became annoyed because your are also impersonating my friend Andy at the moment sometimes telling me things I need to know. You even where starting to dance a little bit and at least it gives me an idea of how you move, but its really fucked, weird and gay when it comes down to a male buddy suddenly acting different like that. You act do it so well that itès very hard to tell in most cases but who you are just shows through. I guess its because you dont want me touching you just yet. for good reason to, I would probly end up giving you a skin infection or something. I know your acting as him at the moment cause you keep having some malfunctions with you special costume. So it gets to me big time when im so close to you but yet I cant be with you. I would prefer a confirmation of this at the end of seeing me currently in a form so I know I am not going bonkers. I would prefer you to avoid impersonating woman with exception of that call from the mystery caller woman that you are. It give me a chance to recognize your voice and gets me to know you better since you wont haft to talk in-general about it. some poke a prod one for now but when you and me are ready you will start calling me more often then suddenly stop a few weeks before we fly to the stars back to your place.  I might be iffy sometimes because I might think there is a faker impersonating you. These messages are is a bit exposed by the way but less exposed than lets say messanger service.

You need to find ways to help keep me healthy like doing things like stealing my ciggarets every now and then, there is not much point of buying cigarets that keep disappearing.

But tell talk to you tomorrow. night.

I am heading to barrys to do some learning things I'll leave my cell on so you can track the location. Gota love cell towers huh, leads you to a rough location. gota hate them cause bad guys can do the same thing.

I didn't mean to make you cry. I'll explain once I got things more secure.

In a day or so i'm going to give you something and you allready know what it is cause I put it down on this website in a few days what it is. 
I have allready writen what I am going to say and will post it in a few days.